10:11 p.m. / 2005-04-09
I'm feelin'
Oh Diaryland, what has happened to you? You used to be the place I would write in almost everyday, venting about what all was happening to me as college drew near. Now that I have moved beyond the contraints of Asheville, I don't know what else to write about. I have thoughts and feelings running through my head and believe I have forgotten how theraputic actually writing these jumbled scenes down can be. You used to be where I would talk about Robbie and what went on with him and my friendship with Mimi. It seems, as I move onto bigger and better things, I'm beginning to lose touch with what has kept me grounded in the past. Maybe you bring back bad memories, or maybe I've just become lazy. Maybe I need to rekindle what writing has done for me in the past; after all, it is you who kept me sane within the past few years.
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